Jaclyn Kaminski

So... how the fuck did I get here?

I went looking for my dad. What I found was me.

And then more of me. And more. And more. Losing my father cracked my whole reality wide open and sent me straight back into everything I had forgotten. This is how I remembered who the fuck I am.

Take me to the beginning
Jaclyn standing hands on hips in front of a swirling galaxy portal, looking up
Says who? ♡
The moment everything changed

I was holding his hand when he died.

I knew where he went. I just didn't know how the fuck to live without him here.

I was a grown woman who felt like a little girl rocking in a corner. Sobbing. Terrified. Completely lost.

Then I had my first Reiki session. And my dad took my hand.

Not in my imagination. Not as a metaphor. I physically felt him. He held the same hand I had held when he died... and told me he chose that hand because he was so thankful I held his.

I didn't need proof he still existed. I needed to learn how to be his daughter in a whole new way.

(He still shows up, by the way. Fire alarms are his thing.)

And the second I felt him, something in me knew... other people need to feel this too.

I followed what opened

One question led to the next. I kept saying yes.

  1. 01

    Mediumship

    "Everyone can do it." Says who?

    So I tried. I connected on the first go. The teacher had rigid rules and told me I was doing it wrong because I didn't connect her way. I trusted me anyway. That was the day I stopped handing my knowing over to anyone else's rules.

    But it felt like chatting with the ego of someone who had died and repeating things their family already knew. Nice. Not life-changing.

  2. 02

    Reiki

    The conversation came back to the person still here.

    Loved ones and guides still came through... but now they were talking about the person on the table. Their life. Their right now. And my clients started physically feeling their people, the way I felt my dad.

    That's what I was here for.

  3. 03

    Past lives + trance

    I chose trance because it scared the shit out of me.

    It became one of the most beautiful experiences of my life. My guides spoke through me, and I built real, living relationships with them.

    Then Tony Stockwell said the way to expand isn't reaching farther out. It's going in. Deeper into the body. My immediate thought: how the fuck does someone get deeper into their body?

  4. 04

    Breathwork

    The unseen became seen.

    My dad couldn't breathe. And breath is what brought me home.

    During my breathwork certification, my guides told me to get my lungs checked. At 41, I was diagnosed with emphysema. I gave myself two days to freak the fuck out. Then I chose: I am safe. I surrender. I trust. I know no matter what, I will be okay.

    I breathed every morning and most nights. I flooded my body with white healing light and pulled it out of my chest. Twelve weeks later my doctor said he didn't understand. My lungs were healthy. I understood.

  5. 05

    Somatics + the Records

    There was never just one of me in the room.

    Somatic work gave me the body. The Akashic Records, and then the Quantum Akashic Records, gave me language for what I had been living all along.

    I can sit here talking to you in this life while I'm aware of other dimensions and other versions of me at the same time. That's not a party trick. It's just how reality works for me.

  6. 06

    Light language

    "Open your mouth and speak light language." So I did.

    And what came out was not cute. It was guttural. Primal. Kali. It erupted through my body at a retreat and shifted the energy before my mind could explain a single fucking thing.

    It was just one more way everything already alive in me found its voice.

Jaclyn with arms wide open under a wooden arch facing the mountains at sunset

My body was talking

I was too busy holding everything.

For a long time, my body and I were at war. Endometriosis. Adenomyosis. More than eighteen surgeries. At 36, I had a hysterectomy. One of the best things I've ever done. I got my life back.

And then I found new ways to override myself. Nearly thirty years in corporate. Working around the clock. Raising twins. Managing people. Carrying everyone. I was the one who held it all together, and I wore it like proof of who I was.

Just because I could hold everything didn't mean I had to. And it sure as fuck didn't mean I should.

So I stopped being the one holding everything... and became the one who trusts everything.

The training behind the work

Yes, I studied the shit out of this.

I'll probably be studying consciousness, energy, the body and the unseen until I leave this planet. Every training gave me another language. Another way to play. And every single time, I took what fit and trusted myself with the rest.

  • Certified in Quantum Akashic Records
  • Usui Reiki Master
  • Kundalini Reiki Master
  • Certified Trauma-Informed Breathwork Facilitator
  • Certified Trauma-Informed Somatic Coach
  • Past Life Reader

Where every door led

Every doorway led me back to me.

My knowing. My gifts. My power. My fear. My desire. My humanity. Every version of me I hadn't met yet.

I am the portal. Not a technique. Not a certification. Me. The whole damn being.

We are Source having this very human experience. Everything is consciousness. Everything is relationship. Every person, every loss, every desire, every ache in the body is another place for consciousness to meet itself.

There is no right or wrong. There just is. Life is a playground. And you can't fuck it up.
Jaclyn climbing a mountain at sunset under a glowing galaxy sky Every doorway led back to me

What all of it revealed

I am a Field.

Not one modality. Not one title. Not one neat little box. When you enter my Field, shit moves.

01

Reveal

The moment you come into my Field, what you've been carrying gets revealed. The pattern. The old story. The knowing underneath it you've been politely ignoring for years. It gets real loud, real fast.

02

Clear

The shit hiding who you are comes up because my Field won't let it stay buried. I see your energetic blueprint and move within it... clearing what's ready to go and recalibrating what's ready to shift.

03

Activate

My Field switches your gifts, your knowing and your multidimensional access back on. The capacity was already encoded in you. My Field activates your access to what has always been yours.

04

Remember

In my Field, you remember you are Source. You remember who the fuck you are. And then you live like it. You choose differently. You move differently. Reality responds.

My Field doesn't give you something you don't have. It makes it a hell of a lot harder to keep pretending you don't know. Because you fucking KNOW.

Jaclyn in a gold crown and tutu, laughing beside a pink Refuel Your Delusion gas pump Very fucking human

Source. Human. All of it belongs.

And yes, I am still very fucking human.

Married to my high-school sweetheart, Andrew ♡ Mom to twins, Drew + Carly I read smut. Concert whore. Hermit time after peopling. Non-negotiable. My favorite word? Fuck yessss.

I play with energy, consciousness, reality and beings, mostly up in my attic, aka my big boogie closet. I love crystals, oracle cards, baths that turn into full-blown transmissions, and music that takes over my entire body. Hand me a rule and my first response is probably going to be... says who?

I'm not a wounded healer. I'm a liberated alchemist.

I care way more about what you create once your life isn't organized around the wound anymore.

You haven't even met all of you yet

Let's fucking find out.

The gifts. The body. The human. Source. The version of you who already fucking knows. Not so you can visit her for an hour... so you can live as her when real life walks back in.

Come into the Field. Let the noise drop. Remember who the fuck you've been all along.

Fuck yes, show me the Temple Start free
Jaclyn laughing in front of a lake at sunset